hehehehe... mud swing2..

hai hai hai...selamat dtg ke ..apa2 je la...
mud tgh swing2..x tau nape..happy kot...
activiti hari ni....yeahh..kje mmg kompom kne buat..
and 1 of  da reason..aku on ym ngn die...siap web cam lagi..die ckp aku macho..
ade ke?
isk2..kne tambah power lagi die tu..
now pun ngh on cam...but sian kt die..tggu aku lama..
sok die nk kjex tdo lagi..now dah almost 3 a.m..
rase bersalah plak biar die tggu lama2..isk2...ape laa aku ni..
ermm..td ade berbalah ngn die sbb masa..ermm...aku xde masa tu...sorry syg...
but ill try my best..ade mase je i akn try on kol..on msj...on9 ngn u..n on jumpe ngn u...
ill try my best for u syg...
sto bab mase...
tersengeh aku bace status die...
chatting wit my jacob..
ade ke?
mcmne laa karekter jacob tu..
aku dr x suke nk amik tau sal cite tu...dh dok sebok mencari sane sini...
semata nk tau jacob tu mcm ne..
syg ape u dah buat ni...
k lahh...die dh marah..die ckp aku dating ngn org len...sbb aku senyum2 n sengeh2 sorang die tgk kt cam..
hahahhahaha
klaka laa u ni syg...saje buat i tersenyum sorang2..
hahahahha.....tetibe dpt msj die gtaw...letrik xdak...adeshhh...aku chat sorang2 laa nmpk nye...hehheehheheeh

*adios...jumpe lagi..die soh aku update..heheheheeheh....i love n will always love u syg...tq for everything...
muuahhhhhhh2

:)

hye..bertemu kembali..yihahh...
sambil2 kemas bilik tetibe terjumpe buku motivasi dari dr hm tuah iskandar..
adehh..aku pun x tau bile aku beli buku tu..
dah lama aku x memotivasikan diri aku ni..
hidup mcm tunggang langgang skrg ni..
aku dlm mud nk meneutral kan balik diri aku..
yeahh...
sape nk kesian kt diri kite klo bukan kite sendiri..
and sape nk tolong kite klo bukan kite jugak..
now..aku nk tetapkan ape yg aku nk buat..slow2...
mohon doa dari-Nya semoga ape yg aku buat selepas ni..di berkati..
amin..
now ade sedikit mutiara kata yg aku petik dr buku dr hm tuah..
" whatever life shall bring your way, give your level the best everyday "
satu lg...
" live for today by learning from yesterday but aim for tomorrow by planning today "
" the important thing in life is not what happened to you in past, but what is going to happen to you in the future  "

dats it...cukup tuk skrng...nnt ade mase aku bebel2 lagi...
adioss..

* tq coz being such a great person in my life...

Bz

Fuhhhh...lama gak x jenguk2 kt sini...
Bz sgt...xtau bz ape..hahahaha..
Byk kje...tp MLS nk buat..
Now ngh main print2..sambil2 tu igt plak kt sini..
Xtau nk tulis ape pn sebenarnye..
Saje je nk update blog..
K lah...dh ngntuk dah...
Adios...

*donno what to say laaa...huhuuhuhuh....malam yg sunyi
Tanpa sms n kol...

Im ok

Surely im ok...dats it... Keep on smiling...

*i know im not gud enuf 4 u..but i love with all my life..
I know i cant be da person u wnt da most...chow..
May GOD bless u...

proposing....

aku propose die hari ni...dh lama aku nk propose..but aku x fair ngn die..
aku ade wife..n aku nk die gak..whats wrong with me..aku x nk kehilangan die..
yeahh..i know die akn sakit..sakit sbb die kne terima keadaan aku yg complicated ni..
im wrong..seyesly wrong...its hurt inside...aku kumpul kekuatan ni tuk propose die..
but...die tnye soklan tuk aku..yg aku sndiri x penah terpk..x salahkan die..die berhak tnye
tuk pihak die..
cinta dan syg perlukan sedikit pengorbanan..yeahh...tp ape pengorbanan yg aku buat tuk die?
die terlalu baik tuk aku...aku akn merasa bersalah seumur hidup klo aku sakitkan n lukakan hati die..
im not gud enuf tuk die...
die minta mase tuk pk kan semua ni...semua ni baru bg die..die akn di madu..mmg x di nafikan..
my situation with mem..mmg susah...walaupun aku ade cite sal mem kt sesetgh org...aku hanya
boleh cite..yg merasa aku..keadaan aku ngn mem...org ckp senang kn..tinggalkan die.die kongkong ko..
aku cite bukan ak nk dorang paham pun..at least aku nk luahkan..ak dah lama ngn mem..
susah senang sama..cuma skrg aku x rase bahgia ngn die..cinta tu dah hilang..try tuk pupuk balik..but
its gone..just syg yg tinggal...aku penah susah senang sama ngn die..
aku x nk di gelar x mengenang budi..bile die susah..aku nk tinggalkan die..at least aku nk die ok
dlm life die...aku rase bersalah klo aku tinggalkan die..ye besalah sgt..die x buat salah ape2 ngn aku..
die syg aku...die setia ngn aku..cuma die dah lain dr dulu..nth la..aku pun x tau nk buat ape..
for dats person...i really dont know what im doing...ape yg i pk..i xnk hilang u..semua tu buat i ni mcm sellfish..argghhh...

*leave me alone...i dont deserve to be happy...im so sorry...atas apa yg berlaku skrng...
 :(

sedeyy!!!

hurrmmmmm....aku sedey...sedey sgt2...terus tetibe aku stress..
aku mmg nk g bercuti....tp mcm ne yer...huhuhuhhu....uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.........
sape lahhh leh dok kt tmpt aku n rase ape aku rase skrg????
sape x nk g bercuti..huhuhuhu...ape pun aku xde skrg ni...duit...mase...arrgghhhh...
plizzz help me...uwaaaa..........doakan everything gonna b fine....

* ko ni bile laaa nk byr duit aku x tau....huhuhuhuhuh....pnjam senang...byr susah kemain....
tambah serabot pala otak aku yg mmg tersedia serabot...uwaaaaaaaaaaaaa...........
adiossssssss............
i love u...

Mud

Now aku nk cite sal mud aku rini..pg2 aku bgn mud aku agak gile2..
Actly mud x tentu arah sbb rase bersalah x dpt nk kol lama2 semlm..
Pastu mud aku bertukar jd mcm x betul..semua org aku kaco kt fb..
Sian die..die soh aku defend die...tp aku x buat..huhuhuhuhuh...
Pastu sampai ptg mud aku sewel terus...serabot pk sal percutian....
Aku blurrrr...argghhhhh aku x nk pk...huhuhuhuhu.....

Ehh..cie sal syg aku plak...td ym ngn die,,,
Smlm die ckp suara lain..die tnye leh ke de nk bertukar..
Suara macho..hehehehehe...tp bg aku tetap comel...
Arrgghhh....rindu suara mnja die...

K lah...abe dh jeling2 dahh...hehehehehe..curi2 berblog plak...
Adiosss..chow..

*love u

I love you

I love u....really do...
U know what..everytime i rindukn u...i miss ur sweet smile...
I miss ur voice..i miss ur laughing...i miss everything about u..
U know dat?ermmm...im feel guilty coz i x byk mase leh i luangkan ngn u...
Everytime...ive been think think n think...bile i ade mase nk jumpe u...
Coz i miss u deadly...everyday...i cari mase tuk jumpe ngn u..but i cant..
But ill try cari mase tuk msj n kol u...
Now ive been bz..so mmg i xde mase nk jmpe ngn u..hope u paham..
Tp mcm x fair kn? U yg kne phm i kn?
Ermm...i jd takut..takut lukakan hati n perasaan u..
Bile setiap kali i bgtau mem balik..i jd takut sgt2...yeahh...i dah sakitkan hati u..
I x nk tpu u..i nk u tau ape yg terjd...
Rite now..i rindu sgt kt u..rndu nk hug u...rindu nk tgk muka u..
Ermmm....fuhhh...fuhhh...fuhh...dada i sakit rndu kt u...
Rase sedih plak tetibe...k lah....smpai sini je laa..nnt i coret2 lg..

*u u u u....i syg u...muuahhhh2....

Today

Today is my buzy dy...wake up early in da morning...
Tgk kje yg x siap2...actly xde mud nk buat pn..tp tepkse siapkn..
Siapkn kje tnpa kepuasan..
Siap satu...menunggu lg yg lain...
Hurmm...nk siapkn kje smpai x smpt nk mkn....last2 goreng megi je...
Megi pun megi laa...jnji alas perut...
Sleepy already..xlh nk tdo ptg...kang bgn.migrain plak..

Ermm..byk dlm pala otak ak skrg ni..tp x terluah....
Dats enuf from now..adioss...

BERSALAH

Aku yg bersalah..maafkan aku..aku x mmpu memberi kebahgiaan yg kau idam2kn...

????

hahahahhahahaha...????? terkenan...lalalalal~~
i mmg suke laaa ???...nmpk cntik bile ???  ni...hahhahahaa..
aku penat laaa rini...penat sgt..x cukup tido..kje berlambak2..
adeshhh...bukan aku sorang je kot ade kje..org len pun ade kje gak...
haiyaa...x bek ngeluh sal kje kan...
punca pandapatan kn...rezeki2...
u u u...heheheheh...kt sini pun ngada2 nk panggil kan?...
biar lahh...i suke kn...
nth nape rini ak malas sgt..mls nk gerak g mne2...dok depan lappy je...
sampai penat dh mate ni....sian mata ku..

* x tau nk tulis pe lagi..saje nk meroyan kt sini....lalalalalallaa~~

????

ermmm...fuhhh fuhh n fuhh...i dont know what wrong last nite...salah aku kot...
im sorry...x tau nk ckp pe lagi...
a lot of work to do now...

* :(

Lalalalala~~~~

Happy Sunday..hehehehe..xtau nk buat tajuk pe..lalalala pun boleh la...
Hari ni...rutin aku...tdo tdo n tdo..hahahaha..cuti2 mesia la katakan...
Lapar..ckp sal lapar..
Hari ni menu aku mask Kari ikan...yummy..bgn2 tdo tetibe tingin nk mkn kari ikan...
Fuhhhhhh..dah siap mask dah...
Ehhh..bukan ni sebenarnye aku nk cite..
Aku nk ckp..aku rinduuuuu kt die..die tau x ek?
Sampai x rindu aku tu kt die?
Heheheheheheheh...die tgh tgk cite....cite sedih katenye...jgn nanges2 tau tgk cte sedih...
Aku ngh sengeh ni bile tingat die ckp aku encem....wahhh...xpenah lg org ckp aku encem...hahahahahha..ak tgk cermin...isk2....die tgk tang mne x tau laa..aku tgk selekeh je...tp ape pn..aku suke bile die ckp mcm tu..hahahahah..*pantang kne puji..ngeh2...
Hahahahahhaha....ak tgh msj2 ngn die ni...rindu kan...ak bgtau die aku ngh blgging..
Aku pn xtau laa sejak bile aku rajin xtau..
Hehehehehe...cukup laa setakat ni..(Skema plak ayat)...jump lagi..adios...

*I miss u...

:)

mcm mne nk mulakan ek..actly aku dpt msj dr die td..die ckp..we need to talk...

im nebes..ape yg die nk kitwnk bincangkn..its all about us..aku tinggalkan keje aku..ajak my frenz out n ask her to meet me....

then we discuss..1st off all...kitwg nk tahan perasaan till the end of this month...aku tnye die..boleh ek tahan perasaan mcm tu...we're trying..but i cant...then we make another way..hold on our feeling till the end of this month....ill accept dat...but..die nk buat carta hati die..carta sakit hati n happy..

plizz...im afraid im gonna hurt her most than happy..huhuhuhuhuhuh

but ill promise dat am not gonna lying to her..

i know...i cant promise any word utk die..but i have very strong feeling towards her..im falling in love with her..i dont know die tau ke x?..but i really do..

and now kitwg balik umah masing..

she told me...tv3 ade movie die suke..n im already turn on tv3 pun....very kebetulan...

we're watching tv together but in diff place..but we're keep msging each other...

now we're still watching tv...

i love her..and i really do...

about proposing...i dont know i could make it or not..i really want this relation have a name..but..theres owez comes by but rite..??? but i takut die akan more hurt inside...aku x nk die terluka..aku nk die happy owez...

ermm...what shud i do..im trying my best to make her happy...

dats it..enuf from now..meet again...adioss....

*jap aku jap i...apa dah jd ni....and for dats person...jgn gelak tau..i x pandai nk menaip pun...i love u n miss u..keep on smiling k coz i love to see ur smiling...muuuaahhhhhhhhhhhhh2...

saje suke2..

fuhh fuhh fuhhh....rase dh terlalu lama x menjengah tgk blog ni...actly xde pa pe pun nk share...saje je...sambil2 buat kje sikit...sementara line pun tgh ok..so bukak laa kejap...byk perkara happen kt aku...things happen kn...aku tnye diri aku..ape yg aku buat ni??
aku sndiri pun x dpt nk jawab soklan aku sndiri...ape yg aku nk?ohhhh...ape nk jd ngn aku ni...
x pe lah..biar mase yg tentukan...
adiosss....blah dulu...nnt klo aku rajin aku masuk lagi...
*sape je yg bace pun ak x tau....tp xde hal laa...ade ku kisahhh..ngeh2.....

1+1

If I ain't got nothing,
I got you,
If I ain't got something,
I don't give a damn,
Cause I got it with you,
I don't know much about about algebra, but I know
1+1, equals 2
And it's me, and you
That's all we'll have when the world is through

Cause baby we ain't got nothing without love.
Darlin' you got enough for,
The both of us.
So come on baby,

Make love to me,
When my days look low, Pull me in close,
And don't let me go,
Make love to me,
So when the world's at war,
Let our love heal us all,
Right now baby, make love to me,
Me, me, me, me... Oh
Make love to me...

Hey, I don't know much about guns, but I,
I've been shot by you,
Hey, and I don't know when I'm gonna die but I hope,
That I'm gonna die by you!
And I don't know much about fighting, but I,
I know I will fight for you,
Just when I ball up my fists I realize,
I'm laying right next to you,

Baby we ain't got nothing but love,
And Darlin' you got enough for,
The both of us,

Make love to me,
When my days look low, Pull me in close,
And don't let me go,
Make love to me.
So when the world's at war,
Let our love heal us all, help me let down my guard
Make love to me
Me, me, me, me... Oh
Make love to me
Me, me, me, me...